Spiritual journey

Off late I have been deeply intrigued by some spiritual theories. Karma, purpose of existence, karmic connection, past life theory, soul family , twin flame.The pray part of eat pray and love novel was also one add on to my curiosity.i read numerous articles to satiate by curiosity, the more I read the more I grew closer to this theories. So fonder I grew that I end up learning so much a myself.May be I have always been like this.a curious kid.with deeper concerns towards life.
Have you ever experienced an situation when you felt that things are totally out of control? When happenings of your life left you totally freaked out? When you try to justify things in every possible way but couldn't do that? Ahan..that's the time to look deeper into things.

An unjustified affinity towards a person-past life connection.

A strong physical attraction towards certain someone -Karmic connection.

A bad things happening to you though you are too good-past karmas

A bad person ruining your life-time to pay his debt.

To be continued...

Pretend

Whenever you pretend that you don't care,that may be true.
But whenever i pretend that i don't care, that's a lie.
Time will move on but i wanna tell you that
I care for you in my own strange ways.May be you will never know, May be I will never show..
I just want you to know that i care..Yes, i do..

Nothing about life is as gruesome as truth.The moments of truth have ability to tear apart the very best within us.Acceptance of truth is another thing which promises the ease down of pain.

Few best ways to splurge unreasonably comparably small amount of money:-
1) Splendid meal at uber sophisticated high end restaurant
2) Luxury manicure or pedicure at spa

Empty

I'm empty inside. I'm nothing outside.
I have been robbed.
No emotions I could feel .No pain I could acknowledge.
hey I'm empty inside.

My past life diagnosis

I played this random game about past life analysis on web & here are the results for the same :)

"I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Central India around the year 1200. Your profession was that of a philosopher and thinker.

Your brief psychological profile in your past life:

Timid, constrained, quiet person. You had creative talents, which waited until this life to be liberated. Sometimes your environment considered you strange.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:

Your main task is to make the world more beautiful. Physical and spiritual deserts are just waiting for your touch."

 Ain't it cool..

Thank You God

My daily routine

Wake Up -->  Go to work -->  Come home --> Sleep

 

Babul Mora Naihar Chhooto Jaye

Kuch Is Tarah - Atif Aslam

I have already made a rough draft for life, to which i will keep making changes always.

Falling short of words...

I cant find words which can soothe down the soul,words which can stir away the useless clutter of thoughts stocked up in head, words which can acknowledge those stubborn dreams...words which can express me right out here.
i will keep my post on hold till the time i find MY words...